hey ! ssup .. *mental knock my head . ouch what the ?? mental said "hey babo.. where's your salam ?". Poker face -..- . 'ouh.. sory i'm forget already' .

Asslamualaikum :) 

*'thanks reminding me dear mental buddyz'.'ya ya ya . you're welcome'

hey guys ! how are you ?? it's been a long time since i'm busy with my so PT3 EXAMINATION . plus, i'm kinda sounded busy with my responsibility as a student. huhhhhhhhfffff... there you go all the dust were shoo away. awhhh! i miss updating the blog. so what are the story today let us see ...

hah i got it . it's about today . can i speak malay . can ah ? okey. harini (28/10/2014) . the story begin when i sat on the ground at the tapak perhimpunan near a group of girls which is my ex-classmates . talking about something randomly. there were me, ketiq, shaf, maisarah and aini smile . 

Sitting. Chatting. Laughing. Mumble . Singing a little. Done the Seni PBS PROJECT.

suddenly, Shaf pull out a book from her pink bag that i thought it's maybe her notebook. She passed the book to Maisarah and showed a page in the book which is a lyric of kpop song <BEAST-GoodLuck> . i just took a glance and say that i want to see it later after Maisarah. i'm pretty like the song. While waiting for the book, i talked to Syifaa Liyana whom sat besides me a few minutes ago.

A few moments later, the book was on my hands. i'm humming the song silently and bored after a few seconds. I flipped over a few pages and looked at Shaf hand writing notes. i'm kinda impressive with it. Her hand writing were clean, beautiful and easy to read. Especially, her capital letter writing. As I flipping over and over, then it stop at the last page of the book. i don't know why but it caught my eyes to read the sentences on that page. 

Then, i realized it about her story with someone she loved back then before. It's quiet fascinating that caused me grinning and chuckled lightly with her story. i continue reading at the next page and even more grinning, smiling like maniac. i hope that my love story can be like that. too much sweet that i thought might impact 'kencing manis'. the story telling me that the couple was so lovey-dovey before. i realized that people might think i'm crazy because smiling like idiot and i asked Ketiq that sat beside me at the right if the story were her diary or what? she gave me a i-don't-know-look while shook her head. then i looked up at Shaf that sat in front of me. She seemed doesn't realized that i'm reading it as her view were at the other direction. 

i heard ketiq mocking me like 'ha! ha! tak tahu. ayoyot' . i felt guilty by reading people privacy without asking their permission first. Syifaa Liyana at the other side heard Ketiq voice and showed her what-it-is face. i push the book on her hand and she looked at it with a blank expression. i said it's a story about Shaf and his bae because there were a date on each of the story which was a few month before. She want to read but before she can make a move Shaf turned back at us and said something. then she turned back at the front. Syifaa Liyana thought it was her chance to read it but unfortunately the school speaker announced for the students to get in the class. 

After that, i forget about it until i opened my wechat and saw a moment of Shaf mentioned my name. i'm shocked to see that she already knew that i read her story that i bet one of my friends earlier had told her. i apologized at her for my mistake. 

reading her story made my perspective towards men changed. Men nowadays can't be trust . The story when they were a couple was so intense and sort of fiction that you wanted to live in. But then, in a blink of an eyes they just broke up and things changes and become strangers. No more us. It's me him and that girl. Sometimes, i thought if i'm in her situation what can i do or what will i do or what happen to me ? 

till then :]

miss you xoxo